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some asshole beat his girlfriend n got carted away by local authorities late this evening, early this morning - sittin here watchin tv; blood curtling screams: "AHHH SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME" - so i run out there to check n see (in my socks, been rainin) - the building next door, upper balcony, middle hallway, 3 uniforms holdin him down already - he's, like, beggin wittem: "no please don't do this to me, this is my girl..." (tryin to reason wittem) - ok, pal - n the whole time i'm thinkin, what i wanna hear the cops say is: "yeah, that's yer girl, u hit her, n now yer goin to jail, now shaddap before we gag you" - n i'm sure they were explaining things to him best they could, but whatever wasn't workin - he still seemed to think if he could just get them to understand that... they were, like, dating or something, that... n they'd just had sex, or were just about to... that: whatever the centurions were so excited abo

self sufficient people don't like to help others or can be made that easily so let's make everyone think they're self sufficient, really (one demon says to another) recently it's been suggested that i gotta love myself as if i don't here is my reply ... it's not that i don't accept myself it's that i know that others don't and i don't know how to be what they will and that matters, doesn't it it comes up... has an effect and i can't get anyone to explain it to me anything beyond, "just be cool, already" be accepted, some ethereal parameters ...i think... what they don't accept... is that what they think... affects me ...i'm not allowed to be that way... so: as if their opinion matters any had that suckled outta ya already yeah, don't be trickled by the cosmic bullies ...instead... you should appreciate that i'm tryin to be a better person or are you offended, feeling guilty ...for not... bein that... already... l

this is the script for the dudeman epidose entitled: "city" image: http://dudeman.net/dudeman/comix/2/city.png which posted on the main page http://dudeman.net/dudeman on May 5, 2010 (cinco de mayo) and remained up for a coupla daze ;o) it's kinda working through the ideas of starting the adventure over anew n to be more like a traditional strip the visual for the comic is... black background with blank white panels with black border and white halo like glow the overall impression is like that of a city map but also buildings n streets n windows etc just the rectangular shapes overlapping one vertical panel on the right side from the top to just below center and one horizontal panel on the lower right from the center to all the way over to the right both panels are kinda like falling off the page to where we only see one corner n 2 sides and now for the script starting in the upper left of the epidose: Dudeman - main character Cuz-Bro - comic relief sidekick this first,

recently, it's been suggested that i may be somewhat autistic which explains alot, and i have no evidence to contradict that theory (and i took a test recently online; and i fall, as expected, just over the line) the problem now is (i think): that i can't get anyone to believe me or have whatever sympathy bear any actual effect or help me... we're told to have a positive attitude, accentuate the optimistic which: if there were anything remotely like that available, etc i'm pretty sure i'd be making the most of it and this conversation wouldn't even exist if there is, i challenge a dear reader to point it out to me, politely, smiling something other than that i'm whining ;o) a new online friend o mine, Elesia Ashkenazy whom i met seeking some help for myself asked me a few questions for an interview she had to cut down the word-count for her interview a lil bit... (which was edited for content, time allotted, n to fit yer screen) (and the readers digest conde